to whom it may concern:

I can't explain why but I have not only been neglecting my Deviant art site but my art in general. It's so easy to become comfortable and complacent..... It's Harder to stay ambitious and optimistic...we become jaded in an environment where everyone is striving for attention, and few people ask themselves. why the hell do i keep creating art?

I think it's important to remember why we ever started in the first place.......I love the feeling of accomplishment and eliciting an emotional response. Not just from other people, but from myself...the feeling of "wow, that looks awesome" " I can't believe that come out of me"....I have to keep in mind I do this mostly for myself. Not for other peoples approval, and it's to easy to loose that focus

I don't post much, but its not that i don't have much. I have a ton of drawings and ideas, but I don't want to waste peoples time with half finished creations, and redundant concepts...but maybe that's what has to change. I just have to keep pushing myself for my own sake, and do what i love to do for me and no one else.........

thank you for your time world